doing cute domestic things with someone is so lovely. Like going shopping for groceries or waking up together and making breakfast or just doing your own thing and existing in the same space and being comfortable and happy together is the nicest thing.
Just burned another 500 calories at the gym. 50 minutes lifting, 25 minutes on the elliptical, and 11 minutes doing 40 floors on the stairmaster. I’m still a little bloated but I’m feeling good 😄
I just want to take a minute to appreciate how far I’ve come with my fitness/self love journey. I’ve been laying on the couch all day feeling like shit about the fact that I stopped losing weight months ago. I know that I’m not where I want to be but I just have to remind myself of where I started. A year ago I was in a terrible place mentally. I was insecure about how I looked. The relationship I was in was fucking up my head. Overall I was really depressed and anxious all the time. Now I’m confident enough to wear crop tops out. I dont feel the need to wear makeup all the time. I’ve learned to love myself a lot more than I ever have. I cant even remember the last time I had an anxiety attack which is a big deal. I may not have hit my goal but I’m close and I’ve achieved a lot already. So feel free to ignore this but I’m proud of myself.
If this relationship wasn’t just a little bit creepy and unnatural, I wouldn’t be in it.


